Tears Of Lust

Mood: *humps wall*
Listening to: What Do They Know?-MSI (Mindless Self Indulgence)

Beat me up
Beat me down
Mess me up
Beyond all recognition

I havent made a journal since the day before my birtday.. So here this is. I am sitting at my messyass desk, a folder under my arms of all the work I have been missing in school since I am suspended* for 11 days... I only have around 9 days left, then back to school for 2 days then SCHOOL IS OUT!! *does a jig* Oh yes, you know it turns you on.

If Only I had a brain.

Ive been catching up on reading peoples journals lately... And this one person... not going to name, names or anthing, but one sertain person seems quite upset (unhappy, sad, suicidal) But really, who isnt these days? This world is full of people who wear a mask to hid what they truly feel deep down inside....

I opened my Sobe drink and on the bottom of the cap it said "THEY ARE AMONG US!"... Should I be uncontrollably scared...? Cause I am.

Jimmy Fom MSI is really hott! And he KISSED my FRIEND!! !HOLY SHIT IM SO JELLOUS! I think I just might have to kill her..... Yes. Kill her...

Welll I'm Done... FOR NOW





I think I am in Love and it sucks ass.

* Yup, Pooty the good girl got suspended.

Well... My birthday is tomorrow (MONDAY!! THE 24th!!)
And I believe I am ill
My nose is all stuffy, and yeah... Its runny too!! It totaly sucks ass...
I think I got it from Trillian.. Cause It started after I was with her.. and I drank from her straw... I drank her bubble tea!! Damn you buubbbllleee tteeeaaaaaa *shakes fists at sky as she sits there on her knees*

yay for me! Im getting old

Quiz stolen from Muh Hottie friend of Trillian, Lurian... Dear god I hope I spelled that right...

( ) Had a crush on a teacher
( ) Celebrated mardi-gras in new Orleans
(X) Been to Europe
(X) Skipped school
(X) Played The Sims
(X) Done "bad" things with your Sim people
(X) Cut yourself on purpose
(X) Been married
(X) Gotten divorced
( ) Had children
( ) Seen someone die in real life
(X) Has the ability to kill someone in real life
( ) Been to Africa
(X) Slapped someone you love
( ) Driven over 400 miles to attend a show/festival
( ) Been to Canada
( ) Been to Mexico
(X) Been on a plane
( ) Are obsessed with planes
( ) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
( ) Thrown up in a bar
(X) Purposely set a part of yourself on fire
(X) Eaten Sushi
(X) Been snowboarding
(X) Met someone in person from the internet
( ) Been moshing at a show
( ) Gone to college
( ) Graduated college
(X) Taken painkillers
(X) Been attacked
(X) Miss someone right now
( ) Went to prom
( ) Bungee jumped
(X) Have been to a rock concert
( ) Have dated someone for a year or more
(X) Been in a car accident
(X) Slept in the nude
( ) Cybered over the internet (ick. I dont see the point.)
(X) Eaten cheesecake
( ) Had jury duty
(X) Hated someone without knowing them
( ) Been to Maine
(X) Shot a real gun
(X) Made out with someone within 5 days of meeting them
( ) Done ecstasy
( ) Gotten your ass kicked
(X) Been caught smoking
( ) Milked a cow
(X) Got in a verbal fight
(X) Gotten into physical fights
( ) Threw a party at a friend's house when they were gone
(X) Committed a major crime
(X) Commited a minor crime
(X) Dated someone older than you are
( ) Dated someone younger than you are
(X) Gotten in trouble w/ the cops
(X) Run away
(X) Ever given someone a hicky
(X) Ever gotten a hicky
(X) Ever got super drunk
(X) Went skinny dipping
(X) Lied about where you're going
(X) Ever lied about your age
(X) Prefers evil characters
( ) Prefers "good" characters
( ) Ever been pantsed (HAHAHA *memories*)
( ) Had mono. (( My friend morgan did though... Now I call her Mono girl.. HAHAHAHA >.> I'm a mean Pooty ))
( ) Lied one time in this survey

Yeah, I got my bellybutton pierced!! Yay!!..... It didn’t really hurt.. I think the guy drugged me o.O

I went with Alisha, and we called trying to find the place and she told the guy what we wanted. When we got there the guy answered the door and he was kind of creepy o.O... Soo he let us in, and he showed us the barbells and rings and stuff... With the least expensive one its 60$!!! Holy shit!... I only had 58$ and Alisha had 14$... Alisha told him I was getting mine done.. I was like O.O!! I don’t have enough.. Buut she paid 5$ of mine... So yeah, I got a silver barbell... And the guy had us wait for a moment, then had us come back to this room that looked like a bedroom with tall walls.. He had me lay down and lift up my shirt.. He cleaned out my bellybutton (ew! lol) and I asked if he had any numbing stuff, he laughed and put some stuff under my nose and said
"Breath deep". I did.
Then had me stand up so he could mark where he was gonna pierce, then had me lay back down. He made sure the marks were even, then I looked over at Alisha and grabbed her hand. I held it tight as I felt something tighten on my tummy. Alisha made some faces that screamed "OMG!! Look at the needle!!" and I just looked at her, squeezing her hand. Then I felt it.. The sharp needle.. It didn’t hurt.. But I felt it, knowing it was there and I heard 3 pops o.O. It was like Pop, pop, pop and done.
It was an odd experience.. Alisha said it sounded like I was having an orgasum when He put the needle threw... o.O
I guess I coulda sounded like it.. I waaaas like "Mmmhh >.<" and then it was over..I felt pinching as I looked at Alisha and she talked about this fat needle going threw my bellybutton. Then he said I was done.
So I got up, and looked at it. It looked sexy. Alisha agrees.
Soo thats my story.. I'll try and get an artistic pic of it soon


I love all of you!!

~Mia








P.S..... Jojo?..... I miss you... So so much...

I have a headach...