Something Kinda.. Not Really.. Trying to Be.. InteMood:
*humps wall*Listening to: What Do They Know?-MSI (Mindless Self Indulgence)
Beat me up
Beat me down
Mess me up
Beyond all recognition
I havent made a journal since the day before my birtday.. So here this is. I am sitting at my messyass desk, a folder under my arms of all the work I have been missing in school since I am suspended* for 11 days... I only have around 9 days left, then back to school for 2 days then SCHOOL IS OUT!! *does a jig* Oh yes, you know it turns you on.
If Only I had a brain.
Ive been catching up on reading peoples journals lately... And this one person... not going to name, names or anthing, but one sertain person seems quite upset (unhappy, sad, suicidal) But really, who isnt these days? This world is full of people who wear a mask to hid what they truly feel deep down inside....
I opened my Sobe drink and on the bottom of the cap it said "THEY ARE AMONG US!"... Should I be uncontrollably scared...? Cause I am.
Jimmy Fom MSI is really hott! And he KISSED my FRIEND!! !HOLY SHIT IM SO JELLOUS! I think I just might have to kill her..... Yes. Kill her...
Welll I'm Done... FOR NOW
I think I am in Love
and it sucks ass.* Yup, Pooty the good girl got suspended.
Devious Comments
....and whose the new guy...?
My friends are getting suspended a lot. This makes me sad.
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"Twinkle, twinkle, little bat,
How I wonder what you're at?
Up above the world you fly,
Like a teatray in the sky."
Like a shot it was injected into me, the moment my eyes caught with his, the momment his smile slyly washed over his face.... Oh how I desire him... Oh how I wish of him to be MINE!
This lust...
This pain...
And Oh how I love his soft lips, his tender kiss... His sexy hair, and how it falls in his face...
Though luck is not my lady, and he will never... Really... Be mine. For reasons that hurt to explain.
But maybe someday... When this ach is gone, and my heart is mended, I will revisit him, and tell you why... Why we could never be what we both wish... Together... Hand in hand. Untill death do us part only untill we are reunited in heaven.
P.S. CRADLE OF FILTH!! *hi5* <------ inside joke for anyone who read this
I LOVE YOU
...CRADLE OF FILTH!!!
LOL YES!!
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